Interlude: Seasons In The Sun

Goodbye my friend, it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
And all the flowers are everywhere
Pretty girls are everywhere
"Think of me and I'll be there."

Goodbye, papa, please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
"I don't know all these words
I have bought three turds
With my BB-gun I would kill birds"

We had joy, we had fun,
We had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

All our lives, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the hill that we reached
Were just starfish on the beach

Goodbye, michelle, my little one
"I was the apple of the shiny sun.
And I have loved you every week
All my tears are salty
I think that now I will start to leave"

We had joy, we had fun,
We had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

We had joy, we had fun,
We had seasons in the sun
But the hill on the beach
Were just starfish on the beach.

We had joy, we had fun,
We had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

I've had joy, we had fun,
We had seasons in the sun
But the stars that we reached
Were just starfish on the beach.

Volume 10: Life Is For The Lifeless

You can live to be a hundred if you give up all the things that make you want to live to be a hundred.

What a fucking dilemma! Everything I enjoy is killing me but, without such things my existence has no meaning.

I will keep distilling the life that's inside of me. Being full of life is "feeling hollow". Therefore I shall remain lifeless until I am lifeless.